Deep down
I feel hurt and i wanted to cry but i realised that i’ve no longer got any tears for me to shed now. I’ve came across the story of sand and stone, always a constant reminder eversince then. I did tried. If you can’t feel it, you got to wait for time. Just like what you wanted right now however it never come across my mind a single bit. I got to think. I know i should but nothing is in my mind right now.
I wanted to sleep. Just wanted to sleep.
Sand and Stone
Someone tell told me this story.
A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: “TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.”
They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one, who had been slapped, got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After the friend recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: “TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.”
The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, “After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?”
The other friend replied: “When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it.”
Ps/ Get it?
Tiring
Work is good but not as good as school. I’ve got new name again, probably my name is too hard to remember. They actually call me Ms Intern. That’s funny :)
Went offsite in the morning and here’s motion sickness with me for the whole day. Those activities are deadly, they include everything that i feared of. Height, spinning and all. Sobs there goes my poor head.
I got so giddy and yet i wanted to try the route so i took the bus ride home. Bus 70 is not 30 minutes ride it’s freaking one hour! Tsktsk Add oil to fuels add dizziness to my giddiness.
Ps/ Weekend please come quick. I want to see my boy and my zai.
Yawns
Work is so far so good. Just Yawns! Tired dao ban si. Weekend where are you :(
and and xef also sick dao ban si tsktsk what happen :(
Just the start
So frustrating I’m stuck at home all day today. My highness just threw a tantrum and I’m imprison. Unfair, guess this will be the last time I am putting up with this. Shall report to dowager tomorrow. Humph.
Ps/ Great tea eggs delivery to brighten up my day.
Chef Yeo in the hse yo yeo yeoooo…
FRIDAY IS THE DAY
Today i’m quite pissed with james hahaha but thinking of it. Comeon it’s just a joke why i take so seriously humph so xiao qi. Sorry DUI BU QI james :(
Gona miss the bananas.
The billy janes wanabe I dunch want to gib u blehfast. The lar rie bird. The muscle man. The MJames. The leo JJ fabian clayton :) Harpy asthma luff and jokes. Qianhui lovely smiles! Jerlyn roar! Angel my tian shi :)
Gona miss regina her baking.. flavian my best partner hahahaa and isaac that i sack jonathan
awwww~ sobs so hard to let go
It's going to be better from now.
I am the sort who hold grudges,
I never forget a single bad thing that someone does to me.
I also remember hard the good people do for me,
and I feel like crying whenever someone is too nice to me, from the heart.
But I get very confused when people are good and bad at the same time, and I don’t know where to put them in my heart. ?
-credits-
FYP Week 10
It’s ending fast, time is running fast as well. Unknowingly, i’ve been through 10 weeks of nothing and i don’t think i will get a acceptable grade. No pain no gain? Bullshit ?
FYP WEEK 6 DAY 39:
LATE TODAY! Yet dilly dally along the way and was badly craving for Mac’s big breakfast since yesterday! ks just pm ” Want to have Mac breakfast? ” WOoO happy dao yao si!!! Get to eat it later!
Ps/ Tomorrow is Napfa, got no feel and mood to do it
Psps/ Argh yesterday sy just commented on my thunder thighs. How depressing :(
